Gummies life

2011-04-15T21:18:00.002+08:00

hahahah so long havent post ALREADY! >:(
because u have tumblr now so im like always addicted to go tumblr :D

BSC is over already! :(
a bit sad that the 9 weeks passed like that~
at first i was still whining about the long hours and boring work
but now im missing it, mainly because of the people :'(

there is only ONE week of break so i will take a good rest with
my friends and minjeong :)
hopefully i get good grades for TEP! if not i will die :'(
i really want to do well! at least when i graduate i want a 3.5!

byebye :D

2011-02-08T20:49:00.002+08:00

it has been so so long since my last post >:)
so here i am!

today i went out with my mum and we saw the bus to take
so my mum asked me to run.
but the bus driver alrd closed the door.
luckily this guy helped us by asking th driver to wait :)
so after i board the bus i thought it was the Indian who helped
therefore, i smiled and like nodded at him to thank him
but he looked at me like ... so i just went to the back of the bus
then i realized its not him!
its another guy, so so embarrassing D:

so~ it reminds me of an incident when i was in secondary school
i was waiting for the bus to school but i was day dreaming
so i didn't notice the bus arriving,
but this kind guy helped me flagged the bus and called out to me.
in the end i got up that bus :D
AND. i actually had a small little crush on him then. unbelievable.
hahahahhaha. but its over~ heeeee |>

weird feeling

2010-12-07T21:56:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really hate myself.
i cant get over things easily like the jeans incident today.
okay he doesn't seem happy about it, its ok.
but i just cant seem to get over the fact that i spent effort to
look for a present or something for someone else
and its like not appreciated.
money is one thing effort is another. it really made me really upset.
that point of time i really feel like crying
but no point right. its just a jeans.
and this is not the first time im feeling this way.
towards other people also, of course.
i will just keep thinking about it unless something really happy happen.

anyway its seems to be a bit busier now and
i really feel that we are very slow cos we just started video-ing today
so i hope we can do a good job in the end.
:)

2010-11-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

i went to collect my passport today and there are like so many people!
i wonder why there are so many people collecting
or making their passport everyday!
is like there are so many months in a year~
why so crowded?!
so anyway luckily my mum and sis made it in time to
not miss our turn :)

after that we went to novena cos my mum is going
to "laser" her face.
so my younger sis and i went to burger king to eat
and this cockroach suddenly appeared on the wall in front of us!!
we were like wth?!
at first we thought that it was going away already but it came back!
its legs are so so long! disgusting gross and huge. YUCKSSSSS!
so i went to tell the lady that theres a cockroach
at first she even look annoyed or maybe shocked.
she tried to use a tissue to kill it!!
but she failed so it dropped to the floor and started
CRAWLING TO ELSEWHERE! so they got a broom and overturned it
THEN went into the back to kill it :) whew~

and then. i asked my younger sister
"why cant cockroaches cannot overturn themselves back.
they actually can turn themselves back if they don't panic"
and this is what she say,"duh. thats how some overturn back and escape"
okay it's not funny~ but the way she said it is so so so funny :)

so we went to Tan Tock Seng hospital to wait for my mum
and we were playing monopoly deal.
and guess what! i lost to my sis who was playing it for the first time!
and she won two times in a row.
but in the end i managed to finally win twice!
this is like my first time winning ever!! :D :D :D

alright off to sleep.
not feeling really good :/ tsk tsk.

monday bluessss

2010-11-22T15:50:00.002+08:00

i want to blog about 17NOV! (:
okay. first i met up with ika and mj at clark quay
then we went to look for a place to eat
and i was quite surprise that there are so little places that are halal! :x

so in the end we went to manhattan fish market.
its so so nice! the three of us shared this meal
that is actually for 2 people.
and its sooo nice :) :)
have to go there again!!

then we went downstairs to look at the sticky candy making session
it is actually quite cool.
the whole big strip of sweet is placed on this heating thing
and it will soften and the person can just twist and cut off
then put it on the stick :D
so we queued up and got a free sweet.
its quite sweet but ohwell its free~

THEN. we went outside to walk walk took some photos
then we really had no where to go so we went plaza sing
to eat desert at swensens!
i must say that the service there is really ...
the staffs there is like so noisy!
hugging, talking, laughing etc etc :x
and when we were going to pay the system is spoiled and
we cant use Nets :(
we have no cash so ika waited for me and i have to go
down to basement one to draw money! gosh.
i hope next time will be better~ :')

lastly, we traveled to Singapore polytechnic to watch Al's performance
it was so so so cold and we were a bit tired by then :(
but the dance and music is really nice :)
i got SO HAPPY WHEN I HEARD PURPLE LINE!
the lead dancer (a girl!) danced so well!!!
but of course yun ho is the best :D

Al's dance is great too but there are so many people on stage!
so its a bit like covering him up *_*
then he went behind the curtains then out again
after his dance we rushed home and managed to catch the last bus!! whew!
tired but nice! :) :)

today:
i felt so tired! but it was quite nice going to school again
weekends can be quite boring~

met up with him to eat lunch today although i didnt really eat
cos i ate wedges for break. hee hee.
i felt bad cos i told him i would eat yong tau foo but still~
its alright! there is always another day! :) :)

was suppose to collect my passport tomorrow!
but the appointments are full so we can only go on wed :(
that means i might not be able to eat with him..

im starting to watch love at dolphin bay again! hahaha.
after watching that, maybe i will watch lavender or
mary stays up all night. heeeeeeeee.

thats all~gg to take my afternoon nap :) :) :)

2010-11-12T21:13:00.002+08:00

we went to east coast park for picnic!
plus cycling! i'm so proud of ika who learnt how to cycle! :D
i took like about one whole day to do it! *_*

we learnt how to play monopoly deal and its actually quite fun!
but a bit cruel. hee hee.
we ate sooo much that im so full and no space to eat dinner xD

i want to go out to have some more fun in the future!! :)

anyway on my bus ride to little india!
this lady wanted to give up her seat to this old man
but a younger lady sat down
so she complained to her friend in cantonese that
she was going to give up her seat for the old man
and young people don't know how to be considerate blablabla.
and another woman joined in and started scolding this young man.
"can't you see this! give up your seat! give up your seat!"
then she hit the advertisement on the bus.
like so crazy! ohgosh. luckily she alighted the next stop.
it is so scary to witness this kind of things :(

anyway i saw something sad so i have no mood to type more.

byebye :x

2010-11-09T15:46:00.005+08:00

OMGGGG I CANT BELIEVE IT! :( :(
i dropped the frog keychain he made for me!
luckily i took a photo of it and post it on my blog
ohgosh! i really cant take things people give me.
last time MJ gave me this friendship band and i dropped it
and now this! D:
i went back to macs but it was gone.
wonder if someone stole it cos its so cute~! :(
i feel so so so bad. sheesh.

anyway im so frustrated about my mum
she keep asking me to do the passport photo thing
first she was fussing over the photo
then now the printing. too small, too big, too dark.
its not my fault that it turns out this way!
the computer resized it :(
can't she go with me and settle it once and for all~

i'm waiting for ANTM to be out every thurs!
i want to watch it! i want to know who wins in the end!! :)

2010-11-08T18:18:00.005+08:00

morning bluessssssss.

morning is like so dull
so i try to be a little cheerful today.hee.
and they thought that i went crazy over the weekends~xD

OHOH and shi hui bought me this really cute eye patch
(is it called eye patch) but anyway its so so cute!
its scrump! :) :) :) thank you so so much!! :D
i LOVE IT!

so today we went to cheers so we need to print the list of items
& the printer was like "spolit" but we managed to
start it and managed to print it.
and Al was like :we shouldn't be happy that its printing"
because with that list we have to go downnn~
and he was the only one to go down to the call center
i dont like to call, really :(
i don't know why, but it's like i just don't like calling people.

i think talking to people is v interesting
thought i have nothing much to say but i like listening to people talk
like angie especially. don't know why but her comment are really funny
and her actions too ;)
angie if you are reading this, its not a bad thing! :)

im so glad that i got into SCMC although it is a bit boring at times
but overall the pace is like just nice for me.

i realise that meeting him is really important
because for some reason which i don't know why
but its like if we don't meet for a long time we start
to quarrel or unhappy with each other :(
SO! im glad that we are meeting every monday for lunch!
just this one day but better than nothing~!

AND IM really looking forward to the picnic on friday!
i haven't had picnic with group of friends before
so i think it would be really funn! :)

i am trying to make this keychain using beads
but really, its so so so difficult!
i have to redo it three times but he did it in one day
like gosh i really need to improve as a girl :(

anyway i can see my veins like popping out
from the hands so im going to stop tping if not
it would look like guy's hands.eww.

byeeee.

:)

2010-11-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

had lunch with the korean girls and MJ and yuno
but yuno left early cos she had lessons
not early actually cause we went down late :p
even though we met for a short time but they always seem so friendly
and nice :)

anyway i thought that sharing a meal is totally
worth it xD
i shared a meal with angie for lunch and it
is feeling & not expensive~
maybe next time we should share more meals! :)

we are going jogging tomorrow!!
weehee! havent been jogging since last week
and i had backache from the last jog
i wonder if its cos of my flat foot.
since the doctor said that it might affect my back etcetc
so im going to try ONE MORE TIME! ;)

and wednesday!
we are going to meet MJ so she can help us order
some accessories from a Korean website!! wee!

i had so many things planned
but nothing for studies ohhhh.
IM GOING TO RESEARCH SO MUCH IN SCHOOL.
i must must must!!

im watching and loading ANTM everytime i on my laptop! :)
i fav is out so i got myself another fav~
ann is definitely one but i like esther AND Kayla.
they look so awesome! they look so skinny too!

AND "Ayy girl"'s mv is finally OUT! WOOOOOOOOOO!
im so looking forward to "empty" MV, i hope there is one though!
im so hoping dbsk will be back soon but i still hope that
JYJ will do great! :)

another AND. i was watching sungkyunkwan scandal and
yoochun looks so so so so cutee!CUTTTTE!
i think he should act in those comedy shows
rather than those "ancient" shows where he must look so serious
which make him look so tired!
but im watching it no matter what~! :)

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye!

2010-10-31T12:40:00.003+08:00

i just realised i havent been watching sungkyunkwan scandal

therefore! i downloaded the 3 episodes & im going to finish watching them today! :)

and i think that yoochun's lips are sexier than the female main character.

think i sound like a pervert so~ lets just stop here xD

although yoochun's acting is not very good

but i think he is really cute when acting those "cute love scenes" :)

and omg they kissed on episode 16! awwwww (Y)

but im still abit jealous >:)

well, he does not exist in my world anyway :)

and and i have started watching antm cycle 15 again!!

and the girls seem more erm... crazy and mean >:(

but thats what made it interesting somehow.

im still looking for someone that i like.

hope she is someone like nicole, worth the champion :)

ohoh and i have to talk about the past 2 days!

im so glad that my parents let me go for the 2 exchange students activities!

1) Halloween party (29/10)

there is where i met the other korean buddies and wanyin's buddy

for the first time.

the 2 korean girls are really wilder but they are really enthusiastic and

funny :)

and the guys are nice too, as in they are friendly and easy to talk to.

& i met angie's buddy too, he looks kind of quiet to me, as in

not like others who are like more loud and wild xD

anyway the party is nice~

we played games, run around the school&got scared sometimes~!

and its quite hot :x

but all in all its fun!! :) :) :)

its always fun to be with friends, anywhere we are!

2) bbq party (30/10)

although it is raining, but we had the party outside the apartments

the food is nice and everyone is like having fun :)

i really like it when everyone is so nice and hyper

and open to talk to everyone hee hee.

thats all for now ! bye! :)

scmc

2010-10-20T16:39:00.002+08:00

HEEEEE.

life has been really slack at scmc. its like we have nothing much to do.

just one project that all 8 of us have to complete

and some weekly presentations (hope i will present better!)

JYJ:

they are really awesome!! one housr just passed like that w/o me realising

i dont mind waiting so long for them :) at all!

i really hope all 5 of them will come together the next time!

although i only know their song "found you" but i love all the other songs once i heard them

really really catchy & wonderful :)

i really regretted not bringing a better camera!

cos at the last song everyone went forward and took photos!!

but i seriously enjoyed it, except for the mc who is like ehh..

not really up to standard :(

and a lot of people are complaining about QUEST.

i'm quite upset about certain things also, but i still thank them for bringing them

to s'pore!! they could really do a better job~ :)

havent been feeling really well sometimes..

some feelings.. :(

hope it will get better!

anyway i cant stop looking at blogspots!! :(

i want to buy something!! :) :)

earrings(clipped on ones) since i don't have a piercing

and a cute ring & bracelet&necklace&hair accessories

everything! that website has like everything i want but

its all in Korean so i hope that minjeong can help me

AND! i hope that they ship it to Singapore cos the things there are like

really really cheap as in reasonable :)

I WAS WATCHING my gf is a gumiho and guess what!

i could not load the last episode! like what?! :(

so i have to go somewhere else to watch it and i cant find the website yet.

goodluck!

while i watch charmed!!

CHARMED is my all time favourite!! love love love!

2010-10-12T21:20:00.002+08:00

went out with minjeong&ika

watched detective Dee and the mystery of the phantom flame.

(its a Chinese show by the way)

its nice to watch a Chinese film with non-Chinese friends.

all thanks to the subtitles, we all enjoyed the movie! :)

but it looks kind of scary when the people are burnt up~

then we were suppose to go cycling but

ika told me that the bishan park is under renovation :(

i should have planned better!

so we stood & looked at the mrt line map

to see where to go next, since it was still a bit early

but in the end we decided to just go junction8 to walk around :D

so~ we went to swensens to sit&chat&eat some ice cream~!

the ice cream is really nice but a bit too sweet.

so we chat alot alot alot and i was so tempted to eat dinner there also

but mummy already cooked. so, home to eat!

ika's bake rice is really spicy but they can actually take the spiciness O_O

think i really need some training! he he.

after that, we went home :)

next time we will go cycling&wild wild wet!!

oh and! MJ bought us a pouch for coins!

the elephant is cute and i like it cos its flat

and its like i don't know how to say, but i just like it :)

cant wait to start school on Monday!

but the schedule is a bit confusing :(

not sure to go for session A or B or BOTH.

nowadays im a bit lazy to load my gf is a gumiho to watch.

so im watching sungkyunkwan drama&charmed first :)

oh i got my haircut today but they all said that it look

the same :(

i wanted a change when school reopennnn! :(

hai think thats my hair for now!

byebye... .... :(

10.10.2010

2010-10-10T20:51:00.002+08:00

my cousin got engaged today!

at pasir ris park :)

so we went there, witnessed the beautiful ceremony

and ate, drink&play at the beach! :D

we took lots of photos too!

hope they do upload it! cos they are used to deleting unglam photos :(

i think im going to cut my hair on tuesday!

im seriously tired now and i think i can fall asleep now,

but i dont want to wake up in the middle of the night,

feeling very energetic :x

so i guess i will sleep at a later time!

stress is really sort of torturing my dad

hope that it will get better!

i want him to be happy :)

today! i went to the frisbee gathering with nat.

seriously i feel weird there.

sort of guilty.

like all the people there are players who played for the team

or at least trained there for a significant period of time.

i don't have the jersey&don't really know many people as well.

by taking photos with them, wearing someone else's jersey,

it just don't feel right :(

the coach don't even know my name! like i'm not suppose to there actually.

i just want to be there cos its like a farewell to the coach who once taught me :)

i believe i wont be going to gatherings anymore~

friends who are from frisbee would say hi~! if they are really friends with me

anyway i was watching charmed i think that

the animations are really cool (Y)

i have to use this (Y) instead of the heart shape cos of some html thing.. :(

this look alright, right? hee.

my ulcer (again) is making me feel really uncomfortable and feel really

frustrated recently and its making my whole mouth feel sore!

when i wake up it would be really painful.

so i have to drink lots of water (preferably cold) so that it would feel better!

:')

alright im going to rest now!

dont feel really well.

byebye :)

2010-10-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

finally getting my tickets tomorrow!

hope there are not many people queuing up!

since its a big event so it should be faster right?!

im all excited for the engagement on sunday! :)

but i dont know what to wear!!

cos its near the beach, i dont have those beach wear or

nice "flowy" skirts so probably shirt&shorts

but it still seem a bit... on an engagement party :x

will decide on saturday!!

byebye going to chat with busy&tired boy.

just some other normal day

2010-10-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

i suddenly have the urge to cut my hair!

but the auntie who always help me cut is on leave tomorrow.

and im worried that it might turn out bad

so im going to cut it next week! maybe monday or something

since my cousin's engagement ceremony is on sunday

(10.10.2010) so beautiful :)

the weather is really really driving me crazy.

its really really hot :'(

i hope i can soak in an aircon room forever!

but thats a waste of electricity. so i have to manually fan myself.

train my arm muscle also.

anyway!

i finally got my JYJ ticket on monday 4october!

BUT i found a few friends online cos there were so many people

on that website trying to book the tickets and i couldnt even get in :(

luckily one of them managed to help us book the tickets! :)

the showcase itself is on 16th october!! :)

SO VERY EXCITING! :D :D :D :D

the ticket cost $170 anyway. but its definitely worth it.

on the same day (4oct)

me wanyin and ika went picnin at marina barrage :)

we each brought some food except for wanyin *cough* *cough*

heehee but its ok! since there is enough food to eat.

when we came put from the mrt station i was so worried

because there were many people holding umbrellas=raining!

but it was just a slight drizzle :)

then we found the bus stop which has the shuttle bus service.

the website lied to me. it said to baord at bus stop A

but there was no label at all :(

anyway! we found it and went there, found a spot but it was too hot

so we went under the shelter instead ;) heehee.

we ate and took lots and lots of photos.

ohyea i must say the gift ika bought for me from korea!

a handphone chain AND dbsk collective cards!

and most importantly the words at the back :)

thank you so much! :) :)

as for today!

stayed home and watched "charmed".

i finished watching season 6 already! left with 7&8!

waiting for friday to go collect the tickets!

meeting them for the first time

byeee!

always keep faith!

2010-10-01T20:45:00.004+08:00

OMG!

JYJ is finally coming to singapore! :D :D

ticket pricing:

CAT A @ S$168

CAT B @ S$138
CAT C @ S$98
CAT D @ S$68

im so getting CAT A!! there is this VIP ticket which costs $248!

handshake plus photo taking plus an autographed poster. im going crazzzzy

how i wished that i got a job previously so i can tell my mum

that i definitely have the ability to pay my own ticket :(

and jyj is so close to getting first on music bank!

omgggg. hopefully they will top the chart! :)

it will be HUGE! although i still hope that dbsk will top the chart as

a whole!

going to picnic on monday!!

at marina barrage (:

first time going there so i hope that it wont rain!!

im currently watching my gf is a guminho while waiting for sungkyunkwan drama

to be out!

i feel weird if i dont watch or hear korean sound, music, conversation

in a day, it feels kind of empty xD

hope that school starts soon! :)

2010-09-28T11:17:00.002+08:00

got results today! and my gpa is!! 3.0! finally! hehehe :)

i must work even harder so that my GPA will not drop!

the only A i got is marketing!

i think cos marketing is all memory work, so its like

just write whatever i memorize,

not like finance or efma! skills which i am weak in :x

ok enough about results! :)

im still.. stuck at home

cos now its already dont know what date already.

and and i have decided to join the csc activity!!

its about going to a learning life student care.

the kids there are about 7-12 years old.

and their parents are serving jail sentence.

since i LOVE kidsssss and i have no active cca

so this is my chance! haha :)

hopefully there is space for me and the rest.

alright im going to watch my dramas already~

cos i have nothing better to do :x

byebye!!

2010-09-22T21:44:00.003+08:00

heyyyyyy

i want to post about random stuffs and today :)

yesterday i went out with dear boy and he bought me this necklace :D

actually i was shocked that he would buy for me so willingly

cos we were going down the escalator

and i saw this promotion at citigems and i saw that particular necklace

whoch costs only $18 but it looks really niceee :)

so i said "hey! i want that necklace! $18! buy for me?"

then he was like really ah? no problem.

later we go see. i was like O_O

haha like in those dramas those girls would ask for something

and the bf would get it for them

thanksssssssss.

but he kept saying that i have a fat neck when he is

the one who has a (not fat) but bigger one! hmph.

*peace*

anyway i finally downloaded google chrome after

ika has highly recommended it to me from dont know how long ago

and its seriously so much faster :) yay! thank you thank you!

today:

met wan yin and angie at outram park.

i was suppose to meet yin at 130 but she came at about 2!

but its alright :) heee

then we walked around, not knowing where to go,

then we went to eat~!

then, we went to this "bridge garden" to take some photos then it

started drizzlinggggg but luckily it stopped so we went to

chinese garden (wanted to go angie's house!)

anyway, chinese garden looks better than i expected. haha

i thought it would be like a small garden or something

it looks nice and quite interesting and we took quite a number of photos :)

but on our way in!

there was this puddle of water with EARTHWORMSSS IN IT!

and those girls were like ahh~ eww~ xD

but we just walked through brave us. haha :D :D :D :D

and so we went back at about 530 cos we had to!

since we stay so far away from chinese garden!! :(

hope we can go out soon, again! :)

with ika (who is back) and minjeonggg!

today is mooncake festival but we no longer play candles or lanterns :(

but it was alright, just frinking hot tea and mooncakes with family :)

lifes like that~! :)

2010-09-15T20:36:00.002+08:00

yesterday:
went out with minjeong
(im still trying to upload the photos but i cant find the cable)
anyway! we went to haji lane at arab street
and also malay heritage tour.
sort of a museum. its free of charge~!
but the place is like hmm small and no phototakings! :/

we went to food junction to eat because the food
in bugis is so expensive..so we had no choice.
and as a singaporean i felt bad and hehe
to ask around for directions to get to some places xD
its kind of funny~~ :)

so we toured around and we tried to look for
somewhere (a cold place) to sit down and rest
but cant find any :( so we went to 711 to get a cup of slurpee
but we felt so much better after that hee hee :D

today:
went to school with tokwang and hong rui to hand up the resume
BUT the person said that there are no more vacancies! :(
they should have just told us that there are no more vacancies!
they asked us to write down our names cos they urgently need ppl
so we thought we got chance BUT they only want ppl to work night shift!
hai im back to zero! jobless :x
so i will just stay free now and enjoy the jobless life >:)

anyway! i went back to cck, bhg with my elder sister,
to chat with the auntie :)
they look the same but the place really changed and
it look so nice :D
im quite surprised that they still remember us because
it has been like 1 and a half years!
heehee the auntie even gave birth to a baby child already!! :)

the end :)

2010-09-11T11:02:00.002+08:00

ohman sometimes its bad to stay at home too..
there are so many issues they are talking about.
blabla this blabla that.
especially when im told to do things,
not that i dont want to help but always doing the same things :/
it gets really annoying.
i want to help sometimes but when im engrossed
in watching a drama or something i will get really irritated if you talk to me.
not that i want to be mean~!

now that exams are over im going to hunt for jobs!
but but! im abit lazy to start. tsk its always like that.
i want a job that needs me for a short period of time.
maybe a week? :)

anyways angie ika and Q is going to korea!
so **jealous**!! but hope they will have a nice trip! :D
next time i must go there too! hee hee hee.

went out yesterday to watch residents evil
its not really scary but it makes you become really nervous
when the monster is like really close or when it suddenly pop out
and tha lady beside us kept screaming xD
THEN we went to the arcade!
he didnt want to let me play thos with "tickets" (to claim price)
at first but after that we did and got 2pens for my sisters :)
he is really good at memory stuffs but im seriouls bad at it!
i cant even remember the 3boxes!
then we played this fighting game, shooting game,bishibashi,
car racing. surprisingly i won the car racing and fighting game ;)
if i can i will go there every weeeeeek!
but its a waste of money i know :(
spect $10 yesterday on it but we have this voucher that is
top up$10 and het $10 freeeee! so we got $20 to play :) :)

alright no fun for today, just stay home.
sigh!
good byee! :)

2010-09-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRR OVERRRR :D :D :D :D

finally can relax and have fun
and build my hotel and country story! keke.

anyway my double ulcer is hurting me like crazzzy :x
i must sleep at this specific position so that i wont bite it
and not even let it touch my teeth or any part if my mouth :(

i cant believe the girl in the drama got married with the
guy i dont like!
why are dramas like that! sometimes they really piss me off!! :(
but some are really nice!! (:
hopefully they will get this divorce or something!! hehehe.

finally meeting up with him after so many days!
hope tomorrow will be a anice day! weehee
we are watching residents evil! yipee!
the only thing i hope for is that there are seats tomorrow,
since its a public holiday! D:

good night world,
i can finally sleep peacefully without placing my notes under the pillow
(thinking that i can absorb some knowledge from it!!)
tata <33

2010-09-07T16:44:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmmm
finance is crazyyyy! :x
is like i think alot people thought that there is something wrong with the qn
thats why the invigilator said that
"i can make sure that there is no mistakes in the question"
ohwell :x

anyway i just realised that i have this "books of shadow"
i wrote when i was young!! its so so funny! :D
it contains spells from charmed, the drama.
seriously. and my handwriting is so funny too~

after watching a movie i realised that guys and ladies are really different :)
when a girl tells a guy a problem, the guy will think that we cannot settle our own problems
but in fact! we only want someone to talk to! :<
but we can use some advice SOMETIMES! that is (:

law is tomorrow and the amount of things to study is like WOW
i hope its going to be alright! tsk.
im going to start memorizing noww!
hopefully the things i dont study dont come out :)
*cross fingers*!!!!

**end**

2010-09-06T16:17:00.003+08:00

everytime i finish a paper i will feel that all exams are over :/
but its not! three more papers to go!
tomorrow is finance, hope i can do well since my first paper
is like BAD!
but i think that law is even worse. so manymany things to memorise!
someone is happily enjoying HIMSELF
while i have to study hard all day and night :(

anywaysssss. i always watch shows and become really jealous
that those ladies can walk in those pretty high heels :(
but i cant!

oh and while we were doing marketing paper today,
this person's phone suddenly rang!
like WHAT?! the ringtone is "bad romance" AND it rang twice!
everytime it rings, i will get distracted and forget what i wanted to write :x

hopefully! i will sit somewhere further from the bags tomorrow!
alright, my drama is ending soon so i better off my com and start studying for finance :/

junkie

2010-09-03T10:32:00.003+08:00

went to study with MJ yesterday :)
she is really nice, even hong rui says so hee hee.
olivia, another korea exchange student went back to korea
and she woke up at 5am to wait for the cab with her :D
i really hope when its her turn to go back,
i can go to the airport with her!
like im living so near to the airport!!!

anyway, the study!!
it was alright but i couldnt really concentrate D:
BUT i still managed to do some notes and tutorials
i realised i forgot hot to calculate PV and FV, the first lecture.
so im really going to study study!!

then we went to koufu to eat
then mj found these prawn shells in her rice that look
like bugs!! ewwwww.
but the rice is nice xD
then we went to her hostel to get her calculator to let him paste the
"authorization sticker" the teacher mr tan i think is abit funny
the way he speak xD
sometimes really soft then suddenly loud especially when he laugh
but he look like a ncie guy!

i was watching CHARM and i realise that their dressing is like
*speechless* maybe cos they are americans so they are more open~
one of the episodes, one of them just wore a tube that dont cover the belly button.
its like a tube that we usually wear INSIDE.
and in some episode i think they dont wear bras!
so its like erm...eh..

ANYWAY i have to say this sungkyunkwan scandal is really nice :)
although they say that yoochun's acting skill is not nice but
i think its alright~!
its a very funny show and this guy "kim kwang gyu" in the drama makes it very funny
even w/o talking hahahah :D
and and song joong ki!! he is really cute!!
their acting skills are really great <3 <3 <3

i would rather watch this drama than watch his japanese drama, beautiful life.
i dont know why but i just dont like jap stuffs like their music, dramas, they way the talk :x

alright alright, off to study soon~! :)

one down

2010-08-31T17:27:00.002+08:00

scm is overrrrrr! :D
but like 4 more papers to go! :x

anyway construction just started next door
and its seriously noisy :(
hohpe that it will end before the papers next week.
if not i can really die~

im still watching bread love and dreams
i really hope that the 2 people i like will end up together!!!
bad people should all be punished >:(
*i sound like a crazy woman who is crazy about k-dramas*

OHOH k-pop night is coming to singapore!
i wanted to go but since DBSK is not coming so im not really excited about it xD
but my younger sister is realllllly excited about it
but my parents are not allowing because
they bought lots of dvd and cds for her already.
they have been debating about his for a longgg time
but i think they wont let her go.
just hope that big bang will come back to s'pore again! :)

now that there are a few more days before the next paper,
i dont really have the feel to continue studying~
and thats quite bad,
BUT BUT im going to study with mj and wan yin on thurs
so hopefully i can study more! :D

off to watch my drama! byebye!

home home home

2010-08-26T10:49:00.002+08:00

im so so seriously tired of being at home!
i stay at home so i can study relax etc
but my mum keep keep asking me for decisions!
what to eat? Go out or not? Where to go? When to go?
like what?!?! omgggg!
she is asking me what to buy for lunch dinner tomorrow breakfast lunch
blablabla.
so so irritated. i dont want to stay at homeee
for such a long long time! my like is like so boringggggggg.
i cant go out cos i need to study and exams are really coming soon.

bye off to study study study!!

2010-08-22T11:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday my younger sister was telling my mum
that my daddy once regretted not allowing me study the course that i wanted.
cos im not doing well now :/
i feel bad too, because im not putting in enough effort myself :(
so i hope i can get better grades this timee!!

THEN my mum said "if you really dont like, you can quit now and study the course you want."
i was thinking what rubbish!!
after stopping me from choosing the course i wanted,
you are asking to quit now.heh.how funny.

of course, i will continue to study although this is not my first choice!
i have developed feeling sfor it ;(

anyway!
i just started serious studying not too long ago :x
hope that i can do well, really!
sence my test grades arent that great :(
but there are so many distractions!
tv, korean dramas, day dreaming, sleeping etc!!!!
especially when nat's friend helped me downloaded CHARMED!
i always wanted to rewatch it ;D

OHOH and and my dad is coming back from korea next tues,
but what im really looking forward to is the dvd is his luggage!!
( feel bad saying that, of course i miss him too ;> )
he bought a ALL BOUT DBSK SEASON 3 for meee!
i bet it costs alot! but i think its really worth it (thought its abit old already)
it has 6 dvds and it has subtitlesssssss~
lvoe and thank him so much heee heee heeee :D

byebye. off to study, seriously :)

2010-08-02T20:57:00.003+08:00

something happened to my yonger sister's friend
and i think she is really sad :(
if something happen to any classmates, i would be really sad too!!
;( hope she would feel better soon!

today is a v v boring day!
i can never imagine staying at home he wholeeee day
for three more weeks!!! it can be really boring!!
especially when i cant on the laptop for too long :(
(cos my father is at homeee!)

he just came home from beijing yesterday.
but he is gg to korea again on 7 august i think.
i want to go tooooo! :)
but cant, of course :/
my mummy is gg to miss him again~!!!

going out with him tomorrow!! kekeke
hope can meet mj to pass her the stuffs! :)

i hope i can go out more often, maybe not outing
but study or something, just dont keep staying at home! hehehe.

BYEBYE! :)

2010-08-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

oh another post~! :)
today is a longg day
we went to the children society walk early in the morning.
i met ika first but i was late :p hehehe
it was raining so so heavily and it was so cold~!!!!

anyway the walk was a bit..
eh ok la :D
cos got friends so it was fun ;)
(ika, rebekah, to kwang, wan yin, zera, and their friend,
i just realised i didnt get to know her name!! )

the walk was kind of "informal" is like no one
is there to see if you really completed the walk
but we completed it!! really. :)
luckily it was cooling & so its alright!

and tokwang was like our cameraman
so we took quite alot of photossss! ;)

im really gg to rest at home tomorrow!
its so tiring~!
cos yesterday i went to the BBQ for exchange student
although i dont know alot of ppl but there is MINJEONG!
angie, erin and hong rui :)
i met other korea exchange students also they are nicee ppl!
like they are really courteous and they just give out
this nice vibe ;)

i really hope i can do more for her
she always seem so lonely!!
hope i can really spend more time with her! <3

2010-07-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

:/
daddy went to china again
the 2 days my mummy never really chat with him
she must be v disappointed. D:

i think i will be really sad if my husband keep gg overseas to work
i might even follow him~
but since there is us so she cant follow, though we are alrd so big!
BUT! her following to a company trip is abit weird :)

hope he come back soooooooon!!!!

anyways there is no more proj to do so im like so free
but the feeling is abit scary~
like nothing to do at all xD
so im watching some dramas and doing some notes at the same time :)

test is coming up on wednesday!
access+excel (almost typed excess) keke.
its so nerve-wrecking! its like you know but sometimes its scary
when you dont know how to interpret the question!
i want to do well in IT (at least!) :D

got back EFMA paper today!
got better than i expected but its till bad, actually~
hopefully i wont get any Ds this year! its really bad :x
especially finance! its like so so i dont know.
i think my knowledge about it is like so so little :(

work hard!! :)

2010-07-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

omg i havent been blogging!!

finally most of the tests and projects are overrrrr! *whew*
:)
Just wanted to talk about my dream!
i had a few days ago~
IT WAS REAAAALY LONG & interesting haha
but i totally forgot what i dreamt about :/
should have blogged about it before i forgot!!

anyway exams are coming real soon!
although theres like 3 weeks of study break but its still v scary
especially when all the exams are squeezed together :x

im watching dramasss now :D
hehehe. i cant wait for ALL the episodes to be out!

and i cant wait for my mens. to end
i remembered that time iw as listening to the radio and the DJ
was like asking guys if they will help their gf buy pads,
then one replied saying,
"YES! if i dont help someone who bleeds 5 days a month,
i will be a monster" xD
how true, the poor us gg through this kind of pain :/

and im really tired!!
but my hotel city's shift is not up yet D:
so im waiting for like 10more mins!

tomorrow there is only one hour of lecture!
i dont know if i should go to schooooll! :x
i will feel so bad if i skip it!
but gg is like waste time and money (travel fare)
and my monthly allowance is like only about $70?!

alright alright better off my com now :)
byeeeeeee.

2010-07-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

omg it has been so longgggg ever since i blogged!
had been so busy with projects and stuffs!! D:

finally marketing proj has ended! :D
it was alright i guess~
but im more worried about the efma test!
although i got A for the first one BUT
i got C for my project and the test is like :/
hopefully overall i can get at least a B!!
:)

now we are only left with SCM! hopefully it will be alright!
its so scary cos its a video and yar haha.

anyways our one year is finally here on saturday, (10 July 2010!) :D
we went to watch the NDP preview!
it was quite fun but the ppl behind was like so noisy (of cos they were)

i realised recently that i actually stutter when i want to talk faster
or like telling a "story"
i have to work harderrrrr! :)

i am currently sourcing for a social worker!!
they wont reply to mails
so i have been looking at many different websites
hopefully someone will reply! D:
if they dont reply does that mean that they wont reply to their patients too?!?!
hai~ i really want to get started with the proj really soon since
the submission is like next week?! :/

alright. byeeeeee :)

2010-06-16T11:37:00.002+08:00

i wonder why pretty girls always find husbands that are not that good

i just saw shinae's wedding photos and im like O_O
maybe its because alex is so much better :)

and there is eva popiel and her husband again. *_*
im not trying to be mean but they are soo pretty!

anyways there has been so many new grps forming
ppl ask hey! do you know ** group?
i will be like no?!
dbsk is disbanded like separated! :/
i dont think i will like other bands now :)
but i will still watch out for their solo activities
especially yoochun~!

yunho is going to cast in this "goong" musical
but his vocals~ i dont know :)
but i know he will look really handsomeeee!

always keep faith <3

i wanted to finish all the dramas
but with so many proj, i think i will have to leave it till the next holiday!

alright byee (:

the old library days~

2010-06-09T18:22:00.002+08:00

i found some drawings that rach drew, so i decided to put in my facebook!! ;D
i miss those days!
where you can just slack there for like
how many hours!
not like now! so stressed :/

ict test is over and im so glad that my partner is nice!
its leonard by the way.
although i dont really know him but he is v funny
and really help me to calm down~

after that, went home, no, wanted to go home!
then i suddenly remember that i forgot to take my sister's testimonial! D:
so i walked at an amazing speed back xD
and guess what, the testimonials for my sis and the firend is the same!
what a lazy teacher :/

then i met dearest!
to walk to the mrt station :D
its a short time but its happy happy~
im sorry that i doubted your injured ankle!
take care ah, stop getting injured D;

byebye!

2010-05-27T20:59:00.002+08:00

omg these few days have been really busy for me D:
finally its time to resttt! :)
im gg to relax for two days and start studying again.
actually i dont have to be so busy BUT cos of last minute work :/
especially for my report.
it was so scary today in elective! but the teacher was like insane. oops. :)

and! im going to start doing my tutorials againnn~
i didnt do the whole of last week's tutorial D:
feel so bad! but i will work hard!! since finance is so bad for me >:(

there is law and SCM next week hopefully it wont be that bad!
and EFMA proj submission about 2more weeks.
what a semester~

OHOH we are finally going out with MJ on saturday!!
we are going to chinese garden!
i didnt even go there before so...maybe wan yin can lead us xD
we are so going to take LOTS OF PHOTOSSS! :D :D :D
cant wait!! hehehhee.
im going to learn some korean nowwww~~~

;D

2010-05-20T21:56:00.001+08:00

YAYY i got a korea buddy
and thanks to angieeee! cos she knows that i lovee korea & korean ppl of cos <3
hehehhee. i hope i have the time to accompany her!!
cos my curfews are like you know :<
i hope she wont feel lonely with my companion!!! :D

tata :)

2010-05-16T11:27:00.001+08:00

:/
how can i be so dumb and omg
junsu came to singapore and i didnt even know
this was so so long ago!! BUT BUT i know that his twin brother is coming
but i didnt know he was coming too. dang.
if not i would have went to see them for sureeee!
ouh junsu :<
that was like a great chance luh~~~~
its okay! next time i will FLY there! hmph!

2010-04-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

i read yin's blog and so ;) touched
hehe
thanks! sorry for nt telling you things but i know you got alot of problems going on
dont worry! i will be fineeeeee :D

anyways the tutor for business law is like!
so irritatingg!
i did the tutorial the LONG LONG tutorial and he!
only went through so briefly >:(
i dont even know if the way i answer is correct!

i really dislike thursdays cos its so loooong~
it starts early and end late.
anyways~
ohgosh i realised that other electives are like better~!
they dont have tutorials & report writingss~

going to slp soooon~
im really anticipating the concert tomorrow~! :)
hope it will be nice and not too crowded!
i want to get a first class seat~ woohoooooo~

:)

gosh

2010-04-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

business law is seriously driving me crazy!

its like ohmygosh so many things to read and write!
i dont know how im gg to take my exams.

anyway had our first ICT test today and it was..okay
i was surprised that so many ppl left so quickly.
i got 17/25 only :<
hope i can do better than that next time!

sosmetimes i really hope to stop being compared to others :/
especially other girls
although i know its for fun etc
but when saying it too many times would really hurt my pride!
okay that sounds abit weird but, really, im a girl too~

tomorrow is another looong day~!
but there is famliy and youth
and O_o i havent find an article yet!!

BYEEEEEEEEE!

:)

2010-04-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

life in school recently~

it has been okay...
but i really dont like monday cos its like 2 lectures back to back.
and it will really make u v v tired D:

anyways i think that business finance is really gg to kill me,seriously.
i spent like 2hours trying to do the tutorial
and im not even confirmed of how its done :<
i really hope the tutor can kindly explain tomorrow!

went jogging today and realised how much my stamina
has dropped (there wasnt alot to start with)
but i hope i have the determination to continue!!

next!
i dreamt of chucky omg can you imagine
that totally spoilt my night
i didnt really dream of his face, but his name gave me the horrors!
and! in my dream, hi killed my mum, but somehow she was alive.
then the next moment, we were trying to kill him with an umbrella ==
what a dream ;D

got our locker today!!
amanda was like so happy and wanted to be the first to open it but somehow
it didnt open :x
so angie opened it in the end~! she is such a pro!!
maybe next time she can be a lock picker :D
cos shen ching tried opening hers but cant, but angie succeeded! ;)
anyway hope we will have "fun" with the locker~

ohoh i brought this electric eraser and im glad
that my classmates had fun playing with it xD

i think that is all for today~! (:
bye my friends!!

what a bad day

2010-04-23T17:41:00.002+08:00

today is an extremely extremely bad day for me.

i woke up thinking that the meetin was at 12 when it was actually at 11am!
but that was alright~
since no one was ,ad at me (:

and my mum! seems to be unhappy with whatever cca i join
and i keep wondering when will i ever get to do something i want.
i like community service! and tutor said tat it was good.
so?whats wrong? her.
she keeps asking if its really useful blablabla.
i alrd told her IT IS and its event based, best!
cos you dont have to meet every single week.
but she keep asking and doubting and so nt willing to le me join.
like why?! what is wrong luh, seriously.
even if its nt something useful, but its something im interested in alright,
she seem to nt care abt what we really wants.
its so irritating&saddening.

thirdly. someone went home just like that without msging me.
its like did he even think of me when he was going home?
cos i did everytime i was realeased from school,
making an effort to ask "are you still in having lessons?"
"want me to wait for you?"
but he thought that iw as angry cos i wanted someone to send me home,
of cos not. :x
anyways im nt gg to be so angry and bothered by it.
if nt its gg to be really bad for the relationship.

fourth.
i went home, knocked on the door and no one opened.
so i called home then finally someone came to open the door
can you just pls give me the key?!?!
so i dont always have to wait and wait and wait,
maybe like everyone happen to be away from the door
or whatever i would be like stuck outside.
heh.

alright thats all for my misery day.
goodbye~

2010-04-22T20:45:00.002+08:00

family & youth~

i love that course! but i hope i dont do badly! D:
cos im really interested in it~!
its like so close to heart & stuff.
but the main thing is i dont have newspapers BUT!
im nt gg to find excuses nononono.
i will go dig some out! ;D

anyway im so irritated that all the com&lappys are spoilt in my house!
and its like my lappy is the only one surviving! :O
so we have to take turns~take turns.
and i still have to bring my sis's lappy to school to fix!

alright. im off to watch ANTM!!
:)

"first" day of school

2010-04-19T20:34:00.002+08:00

first day of school is so unreal

its like after so long of holiday then suddenly next day school!
so its like abit...
and omg
someone wore the same shirt like me, like omg :x
but luckily she was not near me~

lessons wasss okayyy
cos tutorial is like short, but the lecture is like boring
maybe cos i havent attended a lecture for sooo long.heh.

anyway i went to school like with no umbrella?!
and it started like POURINGGGG.
like wth. :x

i really hope that i can do well this yearrr!
i want at least a 3! let me see a 3!!!

alright.
i dont want to type anymore xD
tata.

wedding dress :)

2010-04-16T11:00:00.003+08:00

we are going to look at wedding dresses today!

wanted to meet him first but cant.
its always like that~ i want but cant he want but i cant.
anyways never mind la there is still plenty of chances to meet
when school reopen. (hopefully)

anyway we are gg to look at my cousin's fiance try on her wedding dress today!
so exciting ;)
i've never seen anyone try on dresses beforeeee~
they are getting engaged on 10/10/2010.
such a nice date ;D

meeting yin and ika early on monday to buy books.
then i just suddenly realised i havent got my lecture notes!

I CANT WATCH YOUTUBE VIDS D:
they ask me to upgrade this thing but when i clicked,
the link is broken :x
wth!! luckily im gg out today so i wont be so bored xD

alright gtg off soooooon~ :)

2010-04-15T17:14:00.002+08:00

so long ever since i blogggggeeddd! ;)

I HAD A HAIRCUT TODAY!! :D
there is not much difference but it can be "made" into bangs!
hope it will look better when it growss LONGER~hehe.

(10-april)

went to homecominggggg! its not as fun as before~D:
cos alot of old friends didnt go, and its like
so many unfamiliar faces~
BUT the few us of still had fun ;)
walked around,around,around & ate & spent all our coupons
and headed to macssss!
surprisingly, i havent been there for the 4yrs of my sec school like in xinmin
but i went at homecoming! xD heh.
anyway im so touched that RUBY ANG read my blog ;)
thanks my friend!!! :D
____________________________________________

a fewwww more days to schoooool! so exciting. hehe.
and im gaining weight when im staying at homeeee! BAD! :(

its v tiring to be at home, actually!
you have to hear alot ppl talk.
esp psst my mum. ;)
she keeps sitting down beside me and starts rambling&talking
if i dont reply she like be like :<
so im trying v hard to talk while using my laptop for a pathetic time period of 3hours.
and ask me questions like im having oral?! what?! D:
alright, hai :)

im watching ANTM 14!
and 13 again, cos the episodes are nt out yet!! :(

its raining HEAVILY NOWWWW!
got to off my com soon ;(

babiesssssssssss!

2010-04-07T13:54:00.002+08:00

i really love love babies

i was watching SNSD hello baby episode one
and this mum wrote a diary fot the baby!
i am so going to write a diary fo rmy kid in the future
(maybe like so many years later!!! :) )
im totally in love with BABIES!

anyways yesterday's outing was alright~
went to bugis street again but i don know why
it seems so messy&loud yesterday!
i started to feel reaaaaally dizzy, luckily we left early!
:)

ohoh we watched when in rome.
the cinema (BUGIS) is like so erm..old!
and the seats are uncomfortable but it was alright~
_______________________________________

TODAY!
was errr hot!
felt so tired after waking up at 9plus~
maybe cos we were trying to catch the mosquito that was hiding in our ROOM! :x
we spent so longgg trying to catch it but it didnt come out :(
luckily we didnt get bitten~~~ wheww.

i dont like to be the only one at home~~
and i wanted to go ** today!
but daddy is at hoome, somehow i feel abit awkward when he is around
cos when you are too high or blabbering he would be like ==
then when you are too quiet he will like ask what you doing~ same ==

think im nt gg to continue blogging later so this is it! :)

LAZZZZYYYY

2010-04-05T21:19:00.003+08:00

i have been staying at home doing nothing~~

i got addicted to this psp game "monster deluxe"
something like that its really funn!
and cute of course! ;D
i think i played for a long time that when i close my eyes
i can see those monsters flying around&getting shot!

went shopping with mum&elder sister yesterday
its best to go shopping with them cos firstly my mum will pay xD
and secondly! is that they will give you some comments&
help find the right clothes ;)
we reached home at around 930pm! with a bag of clothes
&my sis finally got she pumps.which i find v nice!!
i really want a new shoe! with heels~!

finally gg out tomorrow! with him of course!
maybe watching when in rome~ :)

10april- homecoming day!!
can meet all the old friends again!! :D
but i think i have deproved in my looks :x
but never minddd!

watching firework exhibits now (as in the drama)
but i dont really like that girl :(
i like another one!! the nt so lead actress, as usual.

off to do other stuffs!
byeeee. :)

2010-04-03T17:54:00.002+08:00

nice&boring day

went out early in the morning to SIM so that my sis can register~
MY DAD IS SO FUNNNNY!
cos the is this "circle" part in front of the entrance.
then the security lady was like looking at us
(so we assume she will chase us away anytime)
then my dad say "if she come chase us away we will go one round to the other side xD
then when she come again then we go one more round ;)
hahahah sometimes my dad can be so funny~!

then we went to some place to eat.
the place is...quite weird & the ppl serving is quite sloww.
the food was alright~ but the dessert was niceeee :D

then we came home..and rest a while, used the com.
i guess i will use for a while more&off it
since my 3h is like gg to be up soon :x

im addicted to another psp game~!
its this monster game where you have to build towers(weapons)
so that you can protect your ppl(tikiman!!)

alright i got nothing more to say ;)

what a life.

2010-04-01T11:10:00.007+08:00

i just finished warching iris

i cant belive it ended like that!
omg :x
no one would be reading my blog so i can write the ending here
i cant believe the main character just died like that
isnt he v clever and omg!!
but theres a sequel so maybe, in the end he didnt die at all
where are all the happy endings?!?! #$&@()#*$)!
why did he go get what stupid ringgg!
ok *cool down*

YAY! facebook finally allowed us to expand our land!
although its not v big but still its good news! :D

anyway went out with ika and yin yesterday
short time but its fun and niceeee
bought bracelet and a watch ;)
oh and a shirt tooo! quite satisfied at least i didnt regret!!
and i thought i didnt have to go back aloneeee
&i can have my lunch at the same time!
cos i waited for almost 2hours for someone

but he was so reluctant to come thanks to some shit in the stomach.
although i really wanted to meet but i dont want him to be so unhappy
and tummy-aching while walking.
somemore it was so late alrd, i thought at least someone would accompany to fill my poor stomach
&send me home D:
but it was my fault that i didnt tell him beforehand that i was going.
fate~

stop asking me to work!
if youn dont want to work then just tell the person can?!
"the only thing you can help me now is to charge this"

helllooooo why an i suppose to stand in your shift in the first place?
anyway why cant she just go work since she alrd have friends there.
while I dont have.
sometimes i hate part time jobs cos there will be lots of hi-bye friends.
and i admit im nt that kind of preson who will keep
keeping in contact with ppl to keep the relationship.
so, im sorry. pls go&work if you want :)

WHAT A LIFE IM LEAVING NOW!
cant go out often.
only 3h of computer time (even yin laughs at me at how controlled i am) :x

ok byebye ;)

ulcers are back.

2010-03-29T17:33:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for school to start now, im so hyped up for no reason. :)

outing has been confirmed on wed!
hopefully fri's outing is confirmed as well.
really hope to see them again&chat~!

i think my ulcers come and go according to the weather.
when it rains, they all come to me again. :x
and it at the exact same spot on the tongue.

anyways my mum is starting to complain abt me staying at home for such a long time
and i keep giving reason like "school is starting!"
"no one wants to employ someone who works such a short period of time!"
but actually its cos i want to spend more time with my friends,
if not it would be a busy term again when school starts. :/

im gg to finish watching iris soon!
like nothing else to watch anymore.
maybe i will watch hana kimi (jap)
like what yin want me to watch, hehe. ;)
i will be waiting for the sequel to be out~!

D:
my hair is no longer straight!
can even see the mark where i tie my hair.
feel like rebonding it, but it will spoil my hair&its expensive!

i think some poeple are really brave.
as in they can eat or go shop around, alone!
I dont think i can ever do that. i always tell myself to be more independent,but still~

2010-03-28T11:45:00.003+08:00

NYPultimate won once again! :D

the intensity is really wow!
and its so nice to see them score&fight for the disc :)
i think its better than watching a soccer match!
and i actually feel like a mother watching them play
cos they are so active& i feel so old watching them xD

I DREAMT OF SOMETHING WEIRD YESTERDAY!
i "sold" my engagement ring to my mum for a certain value.
then she stopped giving me pocket $ and i got v v angry.
then she started collecting money for all the things she bought for me in the past.
and threatened me to not give my ring back.
i think that ring must have meant alot to me. xD

went to grandpa house today and the kids have became v v v cuute :D
i must have kids in the futureeeeeeeee~!

the burnt areas hurt like hell :x

happy birthday to meeee :)

2010-03-26T18:34:00.003+08:00

i feel so bad towards the person after they apologise or say something nice to me.

anyways this is the first time that i didnt stay up until 12am to receive&reply to msgs :x
i feel so bad!
like they stayed up specially to msg me but i was sleeping!!

BUT i want to thank all people who wished me happy birthday!

although there is no special celebration but
im still happy~! :D

me, my elder sis and mum went to compass pt to have lunch
at swensens :)
we ordered like 4 sets cos it was one-for-one
i thought we wont be able to finish it but the portion was quite small
so we managed to finish it.hehehhe.

i feel so bad that i lost my contacts that time and people msg me happily
but i have to reply with a "sorry i lost the contacts, who is this?"
hai~ phones nowadays are causing so much trouble :x

byeee~ off to slp!
tomorrow wont be me b'day anymore D:
hahahaha. bye!

their memories are all over the house.

2010-03-25T18:09:00.005+08:00

love is very unpredictable
its so worrying & scary to know that relationships are so unpredictable.
and anything can happen.

if it happens to me, i bet i will cry like mad.
cos like so many things arnd me would make me think of him.
and im not a v independent girl as well~
so yea. hope everything works out fine for meeee.

anyways i forgot to blog that i received my 1st birthday present yesterday <3
actually is 3-in-1 hehe
i got a bag, a wallet and a necklace. (:
dont need to buy new wallet anymore~!
THANK YOUUUUUU!

anyway im so glad that we went WWW yesterday
cos its like raining like crazy today!

and im so glad that many ppl are in the same class as mee (:
i dont know why some are sad that a certain someone is in the same class
but i hope it woldnt be someone really that bad.
hope class BC will still stay in touch!!

i really,seriously hate watching dramas that make me feel so *omg*
like "why did she do that?!", "i knew she wouldnt know it!","FASTER!"
sometimes drama plots are so *speechless*, thats why im so addicted to them.
but sometimes i hate it when the camera is like so shaky,
making it really difficult to watch, like *dizzy*

the meeting on sat is cancelled,
maybe we will go out on next saturday instead~
so i can do stuffs on this sat also!
ohwell.

:)

wild wild wet

2010-03-24T20:44:00.002+08:00

I WENT WILD WILD WET TODAY!

yoohoo :D
today's weather is superb!
and i managed to get abit of sunburn ;)
AND luckily we are poly students so we can get in at only $8.hehe.
better than watching a movie.
its really fun but the floorings are really bad D:
like the small stones are all over, cos they are not stuck to the floor
so they will like "stick" n your feet :x
and parts where there're no water is really hot!

anyways we just had lots of fun, at least for meeeee :)
thanks so much dearest!
although i was scared to go for that U-shape slide but i still went,hehe
it was so scaryyyyy! but it felt abit better than the first time~
(the first time was sitting with evon :) )
the rest of the "rides" were fun too~!
but w/o goggles it was hard to swim too.
but anyways i had funnnnnn!!

im..feeling so hot now :X

OHOH! im so excited about the meeting on saturdayyyy!
though i dont know where to go yet.
this is like the first time im planning something!!
hope we will enjoy ourselves! :)

2010-03-22T09:47:00.004+08:00

i really cannot stand loud voices in the morning.

i really dont know why they have to speak so loudly in the morning.
its like so early and you're trying to have some peace. :x

anyways tomorrow is the result day!
im so excited&scared D:
cos i think i did quite alright but maybe not.
im aiming at least a 3 this time!
but macro and accounts seem to be nt...v good.

im feeling quite restless&cranky these few days.
maybe cos i've been bored & nothing exciting so far :x
but luckily i have some programmes coming up~!
if meeting with friends end early i can go see the frisbee match!!!
it would be so nice to see them win ;)

i just watched TOP on iris ep 7 :D
he looked kind of scary, but thats how he always look like.cool~
why doesnt dbsk get this kind of nice roles?!
especially yoochun!

and omg!
this is a stupid qn but i really dont know what to wear to www!!
im not skinny,i got so many flaws.
so im not sure if i can go w/o a shirt on.
anyway i'll see how. :)

ohoh 27th march is the supprt earth hour thing~
so we are suppose to off lights at that certain period of time
i wonder how many would do that.
i would :D
heheheh.

byeeeeeeeeee (:

WE ;)

2010-03-21T13:25:00.004+08:00

i hate it when people keep asking me to do things.
and its those v small things that they can do themselves.
i know im v free at home but stop it! :x

anyway someone havent wake up yet.
wonder what time he reached home yesterday...

i hope wed's weather is as good as today <3
ika msged me & asked if i want to go out with her&yin~!
of cossss! :D
hehe.not sure where we gg yet but im sure its gg to be fun ;)

anyway i just realised that whenever i read a book,
i wont remember the book's title xD

i saw snsd's new mv yesterday "run devil run"
they shouldnt have released the demo ver. by kesha cos its like causing more controversies.
anyway i think the "new" snsd is cool but the song is abit dull D:
but still~ they are still nice pretty girls~

my mum is like buzzing around us, so i better off the com now ;)

counting down to wild wild wet~!

2010-03-20T20:05:00.003+08:00

i like drew barrymore!
she is gg to be my 2nd fav actress! :D
watched quite a number of her movies like the recent "whip it",
"50 first dates" etc etc :)
she looks like some innocent girl and cheerful and loud~!

anyways just watched professor layton and the eternal diva with my younger sister (:
its not as nice as i expect it to be~
like the puzzles and mysteries are abit..hmm.
yea.and we bought her friend's headphone,its PINK!
then we went to the arcade trying to get this CUTE bear but failed :x
i must stop gg to arcade to waste my money!!

i seem to be like spending alot of time with my younger sis these few days
cos my elder sister is working
and im so lazy to work (: hehe.

i hope it wont rain on our day to www :x
i will be so so sad~!
a little drizzle is nice~! romantic. haha.

i suddenly feel like catching up with my sec school friends~!
maybe cos im too free.
what really amaze me is like although we didnt meet for a long time,
it feels like we just met yesterday.
the power of friendship :)

Today is another competition for NYP ultimate.
hope they did well. (:

going to look for my elder sis at pasir ris near WWW! ;)
i think i gg crazyyy!

tata. <3

2010-03-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

hai~ everytime theres some quarelling in house, it would involve me (:

anyway i really love small chats with him :D
we wont quarrel or get unhappy.hehe~

my funny dad," fridge ah fridge, do you have anything for me to eat?"
hehe. do all men become like that after they are married for a long time?
like they start to eat and dont care much about their figure ;)

anyway i think im gg out with my younger sis tomorrow
she needs to get headphones for her friend's b'day~

tata <3

happy & sad day.

2010-03-18T20:17:00.003+08:00

its always like that.

always (: then :(
anyways went to meet him at bishan then we went to buy tickets first

then we went to sakae shushi to eat.
then.we went walking around, trying to find the container to keep the toilet roll.

after that we went upstairs to the movie~
but we saw the machine which has toys in it,
and you have tp put money to tey & grab the toy out.
so we tried to get the elmo~ but failed~ :)
never mind. i know how hard it is to get :D

the movie is quite nice :)
and a little touching.the dragon is really cuute!

so after that went to his house for a while.
then left.
i.went.home.alone. never mind.
i was abit upset cos my feet hurts since i was wearing that darn shoe.
and at first we alrd decided that he only needs to send me till punggol mrt station.
but in the end i went back mself.
i was quite alright after a while.
THEN.
what really made me upset.
was that he left his hp in my bag.
so he called me,& i said i was nearing serangoon alrd.
and.i.went.back.to.pass.him.his.phone.
&luckily he brought down the plasters that i asked him too.
if not i would have been so so so mad.

and its nt like i havent been unlucky enough.
i took the bus from mrt station,
and while walking that SHORT distance home,
i fell down.luckily i didnt like fall so badly.
just like kneel on the floor.JUST a few scratches.
cos i cant even walk well with my blistered feet D:
and taking my bag with so many stuffs stuffed inside.

so i went home.
ate the porridge and went to bathe. :(
so painful.

anyway i shouldnt be complaining here
cos its my fault to wear that shoe @$*&#@#@(#*#$!
curses.

luckily i have my dear elder sister to cheer me up :)

and it always seem to become my fault.
i would be like upsetting him tough i was the one who is angry at first.
hai what has happened?

i feel like biting my ulcers off.

2010-03-17T14:33:00.003+08:00

today is just like any other boring days i spent during the holidays~

mmm tomorrow going out~
maybe movie or sushi buffet or something..
not sure yet (:

anyway ulcers are growing in my mouth again :x
and tongue! gosh.
what is wrong.it just suddenly pops out D:
i researched the causes and stuffs about tongue ulcers,
since v little ppl arnf me have ulcers on tongue :/
so~ im going to try rinsing my mouth with salt water~!
anyways the website says that tongue ulcers dont hurt BUT!
it hurts ;( more painful compared to normal ulcers..
it says i can cure it by applying butter?!
im nt gg to try that of course (:
i hope it can get better!!! D:

im starting to watch&find more k variety shows to watch (:
so funny & nice.
how i hope we can subscribe to k channeles :D
of course with subss! but i think only me and my younger sis will like xD

alright gg to watch last episode THE ILLUSIONIST on channel U.
tata (:

mixed feeelings.

2010-03-16T13:35:00.004+08:00

i suddenly feel like learning sign language!!
its like so fun :)
im trying to find some websites so i can learn online.
but the problem is~ there is noone to practice or communicate with me xD

anyway i want to go wildwildwet!
but cannot this weeeek! D:
and there is not much days we can go nxt week also~
cos its closed on tues.and he need to go school the whole of nxt wk.
so must see when he is free~!
and we are getting results on 23rd!
im so scared that his mood will be ruined,nt that im cursing him luh :)

im starting to predict what will happen in iris~!
the 2 guys like the same girl, so they would probably fall out..

anyways gah. so many things troubling
stomach pain. home problem. D:
DRIVING ME CRAZYYYYY

2010-03-13T19:29:00.002+08:00

went to compass point today ;)
and borrowes a book! like, finally.
cant wait to start reading it!
but i cant be reading that book for so long right??

SOO i cant wait to get out& Wild Wild Wet!
but next week is like school holidays for sec school students&JC.
so~there'll be so so many people D:
therefore, maybe 20th or later then can go :(
i must go no mater what :D

nothing much happened these few days~
just the normal, boring stuffs.

oh, my sis bought 2 more nail polish home & we tested it.
the blue one was not bad~ but not really my type anyway xD
then another one was dark green, so dark that you cant even tell that its green ;)
i bet i wont apply that cos its so nt me (:

ok, this is jst a v random post...
farewell (:

2010-03-12T10:27:00.002+08:00

HE is so funny ;)
he wanted to but me a laptop pouch,
so he asked me for the measurements.
so i gave him the length & width in cm.
then he said "no! its not measured like that!"
then he told me the right way & asked if i want to give him the height of the lapto as well
so he can find the volume of the laptop xD
hahahahahha.
maybe its nt funny la :)
but ppl with lower EQ will find it funny~
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anyway gg to SIM again for some boring talks D:
since sis havent choose a course yet, must help her to decide quickly!

ohoh i dreamt of paul last night!
we were gg on a vacation, and we were rushing for thr filght
so all my family members were alrd on the plane,
but me & my grandma couldnt find the boarding place.
and paul appeared as a air-steward& guided us to the right place xD
thanks paul~!

2010-03-10T21:06:00.003+08:00

had a fun time today ;D

i reached then we looked at some vids,
then went thomson plaza to eat & ntuc!
we bought some chips & juice for the movie-session.
we ate at his favourite place, kopitiam~ hehehhe.
cos thats the only place where the food is cheaper but filling :)

so we wanted to watch hurtlocker first but he got bored D:
then we watched like 2mins of region & few mins of from paris with love.
finally watched a comedy, 家有喜事.
its soo funny though its a little ridiculous xD
but touching as well ;)

then~ we ate some stuffs & went compass pt to buy bread for
tomorrow's breakfast. and we ate some sushi.
anyways got a bit sad cos someone raised his voice :x

then went home before 7! :/
i wanted to go out & reach home at exactly 7,
so its like maximising the time i spend outside~
but but! never mind~
hope that i can go wild wild wet next weeeek! (:
sooooooo excited to go.
i must must go this holidayy!

was watching tian cai go go go with rainie as guest
and realised that she is so active & cute ;D

excited

2010-03-09T10:48:00.003+08:00

IM GOING OUT TOMORROW!
finally.like finally! :)
im gg to leave house so early tomorrow, cos i still
have to be back by 7pm :(
i miss you, totally!!

yea anyways.
im starting to watch iris now ;)
im trying to pysco my elder sis to watch movie with me using tv
so that we wont be wasting electricity, by using 2 laptops~!
i feel bad when our electricity bill is so high.
and we are not working so its like, guilty.

oh there's alot of movies i want to watch!
but i bet someone wont watch with me xD

1) kidnapper

2) alice in the wonderland

3) Kaiji: The ultimate gambler

4) Professor layton and the eternal diva.
<>

anyway thats all for now~~
eat lunch!! (:

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hello (:
back from dinner~!
finished watching the dishes & i realised i havent wash the dishes for a loong time alrd xD

anyways~~my younger sis was learning malay &
she keep reading and reading out the malay words.
driving me crazzzzy.
hhahahah ;D

anyway i just realised that my younger sis is quite talented eh~!
she can listen to the song then try to play using the gz :D

alright time to gooo~! (:
tata.

see you tomorrow!

2010-03-08T11:04:00.003+08:00

i on my laptop and the first news i saw on the yahoo homepage is...
jack neo confessess to affair.
i cant believe someone would have an affair with him.
i mean sorry, but i dont really like him D:
and that girl is like half of his age?!
he always created those heartwarming family films.
but he does this?!?!
whats with people having affairs anyway. :x
where is the true love~

im not angry that my parents is always tying me down.
im sad that people dont understand the situation im in.
i cannot go out whenever i want,
cannot stay out late,
cannot stay outside for a night.
i dont like it, but i cant change it too. D:

i really really want to spend more time with you.
i know its my fault that i cant go out with you, when you can.
im sorry,sorry.
;(

i dont like it when you argue with me, because of a fact that cannot be changed.
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im so bored at home, im practically rotting.
i have to get a job soon.
if not i will be like a dead thing staying at home for the whole day.
but i really have to stop complaining :x
since im not doing anything to look for a job D:
so yea.

im going to watch alvin and the chipmunks pt1 (:
theodore is so cuuute. awesome chipmuck.
SOOOOOOO CUTE! i want him as a pet too <3

is it true that chipmunk parents only take care of their child for one week?!
thats so sad D:
i would cry if my parents leave me all alone :x
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finished watching chipmunk & watching hunchback of notre dame.
i admit that he looked abit..when i saw him.
but it was really sad to see people treating him like that D:

2010-03-07T11:08:00.009+08:00

im so bored that i have started visiting popseoul.com again~

1) jaejoong is gg to be in a jap drama, i cant be honest.
but i hope he would be in a kdrama instead :x
maybe its cos of the controversies.
changmin is also acting in paradise meadow ;)
i wish yoochun can act too! he got such great acting skills!

2) I SAW dbsk photoshoots in non-no magazine
if its in singapore i would have grabbed it alrd ;)
(im just gg to upload chunnie's photo :D)

and and jung eum!! :D :D
she is so so pretty & cute!!! ;)

i seriously think that netizens are v scary D:
they dig up and spot the tiniest things :x
and they are really extreme if they dislike a certain celebrity~

ANYWAY!
my younger sister is coming back soon~!
like in 45more mins :)
although i didnt really miss her but when you cant sense
her presence, i'll feel weird.

anyway i finally finally found autumn concerto ep 20&21

after like so long?! but glad that i can finally finish watching another drama (:
FINALLY FINISHED WATCHING autumn concerto :D

so~ im going to find other dramas to watch now (:
im nt planning to watch "down with love"
cos i dont really like ella :x
i wish to watch a drama with hwangbo <3
kekeke..

tata~ (:

2010-03-05T20:48:00.003+08:00

darn internet :x
anyway the internet connection in my house is bad!!
anyway im really bored that i can actually blog twice today~

the house seem so so quiet w/o my younger sis at home.
she went for her guzheng camp.
wanted to buy the photobook secretly for her,
but i dont know which one she wants D:

ooh i finished watching the movie alrd!
quite a nice show (:
nt really an expected ending, but i suspected that it would be like that~

its so bored & hot nowadays
i want a job ):
my $$ in bank is like dropping forever.
i really cannot control my $ well :x

im gg to plan for our nxt outing!
but there is like no where to go anymore :x
hai~ damn.
alright. gtg gtg gtg (:
tata.

听说

2010-03-05T11:09:00.004+08:00

omg people should really watch this show, 听说.

its about this guy who like this girl, yangyang, who is deaf & cant talk.
this girl has a sister who has the same condition as her,
but is really good at swimming.
so the yangyang goes out to earn money to support her sister
so that she can continue swimming.
and of course the love story of the 2 main characters (:
cos the guy is a normal guy (tian ge),

so the parents did nt really agree to his relationship D:
i havent finish watching the movie yet, but its good so far!

anyway~this show is like really quiet,
there was a kind of weird feeling cos its seriously silent,
cos they cant talk. so they use sign languages.
so its like so different from other shows, you know that kind of feeling?!
like you can only see actions but no speeches.
if im to nt talk for so long, i will probably die xD
and you really have to focus on the subtitles, to not miss anything~

so if one cant take the quietness or awkwardness,
then this movie is not for you~ xD

but this show is really touching,
like showing how people with disabilities live & do stuffs.
really really good (:

i will dedicate this LONG post to this movie. hehehe :D

2010-03-04T21:31:00.004+08:00

had a nice time with dear, sister & her bf.
we went singing at yishun (party world)
i have not much complains about the place but you can smell the smoke :X
really terrible, cos we were sitting near the smoking corner.
the atmosphere was a bit weird when we just started singing
but it got better (:

ohyea forgot the most impt part!
ARCADE!
i havent been there for a long long time :O
so its like we had alot of fun (:
car racing, throwing balls, bishi bashi <3 , SHOOTING games! i totally love shooting games :D then he asked me if i went arcade frequently cos my skill are nt bad~ :) heheheh actually i have been there a few times. ohoh and and theres this machine where you swipe the card then you can scoop the stuffs up so that it will push & push the sweets & goodies out ;) then we spent like $8 on it cos those nice stuffs are like GOING to come out. we cant possibly let other ppl get it right?!?! hahahha :D yea so we got this box of cadbury chocolate, panda biscuit, lots of sweeets. biscuits etc!!

thanks to my dear and the $$ contributions of my sis & her bf~~

thats all, and im still "job hunting" **guilty** tata~

petty petty petty petty petty

2010-03-02T10:44:00.003+08:00

went to yin's house yesterday :D
as expected & as what she said,
her house is v "chinese" (:
but its quite big, actually~ but she said it's small
maybe its because of the table set in the middle for us to eat (:
anyways we had fun :D :D :D :D
shi hui & I had fun "exploring" the food in the pot hahaha
while yin was like walking up and down checking if
there is enough food etc.
ohoh and her ahma is v cute ;)
she dont look v traditional & is v friendly.
then we played truth or dare.
luckily i only got it once and got a small peck from pq xD

then i went to look for dear and got my(our) ring~~
he refused to hand it over at first, hmph. :x

anyway i seriously hate hate this sentence:
"dont make your business my business"
its like for saying to 2 ppl who are nt related at all.
and i thought i should share what happened.
and i alrd said that i hate that sentence. :x

there is something wrong with my house internet connection
so i better post this now~

i want to chop off my leg

2010-02-28T14:13:00.002+08:00

today is a v v v weird day
everything seems to be weird~

anyways i woke up with my leg aching :X
i cant even bend down or cross my leg properly.
not cos i didnt exercise luh!

anyway just got v upset cos someone got angry
over the smallest matter.
maybe to me its small but maybe to him is big.
but i alrd apologised.
whatever.
not feeling well now.
maybe its the weather, maybe its the boring-ness at home D:

i hate lizards

2010-02-26T20:46:00.003+08:00

OMGGG
its like first time in my 17yrs plus of my life.
the first time i SCREAMEEED like that.
i was washing the dishes then then my sis took a cup then
it IT FELL from the cups to my hand!!!
at first i thought it was just some water drops
but i looked at my hand and it was there
STARING at me! ><
grosssss!
i SCREAMED and flung it off my hand.
then i was like tearing~ :O
i really hate lizards seriously. :x

anyway today is the first day after exam
and i feel kinda bored
like there is seriously nothing to do.
and today felt especially empty cos he went to work
and i got no one to talk to when something happen :x
how i wish there is still school
so at least there is something to do
and something to look forward to (:

i want to get a job but not a promoter.
im bored of doing that D:
i dont mind if the pay is low~
i even wanted to try giving out flyers :D
it seem fun but i know its a tough, low-paying job.

anyways! tomorrow we are gg to SIM for that open house thing
think my sis is gg to try studying there.
really hope she can get in and study well, and get a good job (:
hope she will be happy with what she will be studying.
so scary to think that someday it will be my turn too.
but theres still a long way~

tata.

got a ring :D

2010-02-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

today is the last day of exams!
happy and sad D:

1) MY TRIAL BALANCE CANT BALANCE.
2)its like our class is spliting :x
at least let me be in the same class with yin or someone close!
3)i will really miss the guy's chattering and the table behind (beckie and gang)
screams & laughters ;D
and angie, shi hui and ray's chim talks :)
4)im scared of the exam results
5)im scared of a new year, a new class :x

anyway went to watch percy jackson and the lightning thief. :)
not bad but i still prefer harry potter.
hehehe.
and someone actually said that he want to read that book!
i was like so surprised O_o
hahahha. but it would be nice if he starts reading something
after such a looong time xD
i, myself feel like reading too (:

ohyea we got a ring today~~
at first i got abit upset cos i was choosing but he said he wasnt looking :x
but in the end it was a hppy ending ;)
thanks sooo much!! <3

anyway i gtg watch cruel temptation that i missed today!!
hehehe.

2010-02-23T21:03:00.002+08:00

hoo hoo~
finally got time to do abit of updating :)

1)marketing- alright
2)macro - faints
3)stats - hopefully alright.
can do but when comparing answers, it seem wrong :x

4)accountings- im scared of it D: D:

anyways im looking for a part time job!
but i dont feel like being a promoter like forever. :x
i want other job expereinces too~

anyway gtg ~~ wahahhaha.

2010-02-18T20:49:00.003+08:00

anyway new year "happy days" are over
so its time to study.
and tomorrow is marketing exam.
tomorrow is suppose to be a day i look forward to but not now.

:x im totally disappointed
is like so many things that are promised are broken
great.great.

i want to do well for marketing.
it might be the only subkect that i can do well in.
:)

promises not.

2010-02-10T21:14:00.003+08:00

i really hate hate hate mood swings :x
i dont want to get angry over those little things
it makes me so frustrated with myself.
i was just abit disappointed.
maybe all the surprises and the little things slowly disappear
so is like not the way i thought it would be.
sometimes people will have a picture in mind,
thinking "this is how it should be like"
but it turns out to be different.

anyway this is the worse mens. i have ever had
i almost fainted today and my the cramp is like
omg :x that is the reason for the mood swing
so much for the caring~

alright, and excel is finally over
its so much better than i thought
hope i can get at least a B!

anyway exams is like mmm. 9 more days
but i dont have that urgency to like study
cos there is no study break.
and new year is coming= fun&nothing else.

anyways is nt that im racist but see!
ither races have more time to study
cos we, chinese have to celebrate new year=visitings.
so we have lesser timeeeee! :x
but ohwell, who says we cant study~

alright enough blabbering. byebye.

immatured

2010-02-08T21:47:00.003+08:00

sorry if i keep pestering to send me home
or go out with me.
but sometimes i will suddenly have an urge to see
you or be around you.
im really sorry for being childish & all...
after today i wont pester you to accompany me.
you can go study for your exams.
sorry. but sometimes i feel that words are harsh.
maybe im too sensitive so i tend to feel those words hurting.
its good that ppl start to study hard right?

i still love you like i do

:)

emotional problems

2010-02-06T21:13:00.002+08:00

went shopping fo new year clothes today
but in the end bought 2 dresses
which are nt really suitable for new year~
so yeaaaa. :x
not sure what im gg to wear yet..
i wanted to buy this flesh imp dress
it looks so cute and i totally love the color!
but my sisters say that it doesnt look nice.
so im like alright.. i totally felt like crying then.

sometimes i feel that im such a cry baby,
i cant control my emotionssss!
even when i long for a hug
or hear his voice i will just start crying.
when my sis and mum objected to me buying those
dresses my mood totally went downnnnn~

anyway! i feel soo relaxed now that i got no more proj.
i think school next week will be v relaxing too~!
except for excel test :x crap

anyway i think i have been v evil.
i kept pestering to go out.
but ohwell (:

loves~!

expectations

2010-02-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

i realised people's disappointment in results
really depends on their expectations.
we got back our macro ica1 results and we got a "B"
i thought it was rather good :)
cos i didnt feel like i did alot for the proj.
but angie and zera was abit disappointed.
maybe cos my expectations are realllly low.
when i do my stuffs i always think
"its fine, as long as i get at C or D or even a pass"
i wont really feel that pinch unless i get the overall result
and compare it with my friends.
so its like baaaadddddd :x

anyway tomorrow is the last day of presentation
i really hope it will be alright
i think this from all the grps im in so far,
this is the only one that has some problems
the tension is like really there and so scary.

actually we are gg to end early
so i thought that can go out with dear
but he need to attend lessons.
next tues also D:
i got no lessons for the wholeeee day.
its usually the other way round.
he can, but i cant.
heh. karma...

anyway~ got to go prepare my speech!
byebye (:

2010-02-03T21:22:00.001+08:00

one word: tired.
today i was like sitting in the bus
it was so so "wobbly"
that i felt so dizzy like im gg to puke :x

hai, :x

doing the wrong things over & over again

2010-02-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

its had been so tiring these few days :x
although there is not much work
but its just this very taxing feeling..

anyways!
im watching Autumn Concerto now!
the last episode :D :D :D :D

after this week's presentation &
ITS THE END of presentations for the time being :)

then new year
then exam (crap)
i really have to work hard!
i really must must get a 3++ gpa!

anyways.
dear fetched me home today~!
he was wearing this sleeveless shirt.
haha i always wonder why guys dont feel weird wearing
sleeveless shirt without shaving xD

alright enough! :)
got to gooooo.

sickly emotion

2010-02-01T21:32:00.004+08:00

i dont like to be sick...
i will feel exceptionally emotional and lonely...

i cant really walk straight today.
its like i walk then slant to one side, then to another..
i dont want to be sick durin exam period
and new year!

anywya voon kunn msged me and
asked if i want to go her hse to play :)
butbut! its during exams D:
so its like dang.
i really dont like examss!
cant they just have more icas? hehe.

anyway im still waiting for the file
to be sent to me.
so im like half-dead in front of the laptop.

oh and today is a new monthhhh.
welcom to february. :)

andand! bryan took my ipod!
i feel so unsafe when my ipod is not with me.
and esp when i lost the pink mouse daddy gave me :x
i better buy one soon...
if not i feel so so bad to lose something he gave me.
*guilty*

byebye.

its not your showtime

2010-01-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

what makes you think that you are more superior than the rest..
please talk when its the time for you.

going to the flyer tomorow~!
hope it will be fun (:

2010-01-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

sometimes i need a pat on my head,
a word of assurance,
or even a word of praise too...

excel test today and i got eugene as my partner..
it was alright la. ( hehe)
but i dont think i got the answers right.
so yea. sorry eugene~

anyway i fell sick again.
like so weakk! ommg.
lousy body.
and its always near presentations.
hai.. maybe sore throat will make my voice more sexy.

ok off to do all the WORK! byebye :x

2010-01-26T09:25:00.002+08:00

aww.
i was watching "enchanted" again
and i really dont like the ending :x
although its a happy ending but nt really
the perfect ending D:
its sooo sad for meeeeeeeee..
i want the prince & princess to be
happily ever after~
(and all the singings etc.)

anyway im gg to school soon.
and there is excel test tomorrow :x
like im super not confident in~
and i know i will be so lazy to practice later.

anyway off i go~!
byebye :)

2010-01-24T14:16:00.002+08:00

i... feel so bad :x
i cant always talk on the phone whenever i want.
so when he calls i have to talk v softly or cut the conversation short..
but whenever i call him he will pick up my calls and chat with me.
what a guilty heart D:
if i am really to apologise,
i dont know how many times i have to apologise.
i can only say that he is the best! :)

i also feel bad that i cant always produce
the best work or project on my part.
i dont have much ideas and my eng. is not perfect either.
so i always have to depend more on my grp mates. :x

i dont know why but im having cough..
its not v serious but its that kind where
i will suddenly cough non-stop.

i feel like i have been using the computer for a loooong time~
but i want to watch dramas!!
and i dont have my lecture notes to do my tutorials xD

but anyway im gg to stop blogging for now :)

2010-01-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

my body is like ACHING and im so tired.
but so glad that the marketing presentationis over!
2 more to go and it will be time to study for examsssss.
and my eye is like soooo dryyyy!

i was watching autumn concerto.
its so touching :x
but is like they are always saying
" i dont only want to be your friend"

how i hope that tomorrow is a holidayy!
i want to slp for a v v v v LOONG time :D

anyway dearest send me home today!
thank you.
hehehhehee. (:

i hate presentations :x

2010-01-20T20:45:00.003+08:00

im so so nervous!!
tomorrow is the marketing presentation! :x
i really hate presentations
but i really must overcome the fear!

anyway im so sorry towards my dear D:
cos i went home but didnt msg him!
but he keep scolding meeee! :x

anyway i think im gg to be sick.
seriously :o
cos i cursed myself today, saying that i can
speak louder if i have sore throat.ha.
and maybe tomorrow i will get a v bad sore throat
so i can speak in a manly voice :)

after marketing proj..
we would have 2 more to go~
macro *faints*
and effective writing (still ok)
and got to prepare for exams as well.

and i cannot go out anymore.
so its like so sad luh.
i want to go out!!
and i havent use the flyer tickets yet.
like due on 28 Feb or something.
hope i can find some time to go! :)

mmm there is nothing new.
will be gwtting my late-macro result tomorrow
next week there is excel test.
dont think i will do well. :x
i still think that it will be easire then access.
but access is easierrrrr! :)

alright gtg make my cue cards~
tata :D

wait a little while

2010-01-16T21:43:00.003+08:00

i dont like it when ppl say bye and thats it
its really gone.

anyway we went to bugis today
and as usual :)
we got nothing! nothing bought at all.
only filled our stomachs.
*sighssss* waste of time again.

wanted to go out tomorrow~
but hey...
maybe we have to go grandpa house
so its like OMG i dont want!!
not that i dont like to go but i dont like it when my plans are ruined.
i wishh that we can go out tomorrow!!

anyway i keep having this v sick feeling.
like sore throat, feeling v hot.
and headache! thats the worse part.

i would feel so dizzy~
then its like i feel like falling off the chair.

alright tutorial time!
though its like so late.
BUT! what needs to be done has to be done!
that sounds chim!
i like it :D hahaha.

thinking too deeply

2010-01-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

i think sometimes i really think too deeply into things
then i would some really funny questions.
hehehe.
like today..
i keep wondering if i will ever get compared.
compared to the 1st one.
but thats just a sudden thought.
since i have been imagining it from the past. :)

had effective writing test today.
i didnt want to leave so early~
cos it will seem like i finished & so confident that i will do well.
BUT i dont really know how to write it actually.
im always bad at writing letters&essays.

i am so planning to write a super looong post today.
so if you dont feel like reading then... hehehe
i feel so nt updated these few days..
its like i usually read popseoul or youtube
to see if there are any new songs or news (:
but now?! im like so lagging behind
and dont even know dbsk's new mv.
*faintssssss*
so anyway.studies are more important!
so.. i shall study first then look at these stuffs.

now im like trying to "replenish" the songs in my ipod
i hope it wont like suddenly run away from me againnnn! :x

waiting for him to reach home after playing bball
so we can chat~
cant complain too much if nt he say me again
sobs sobs.
but he must exercise!
since he alrd... :x
so. gogogogogogo! :D

ok im so tired of typing alrd.
hahahaha.
i think this will be the longest post im gg to post.

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye :)

schooool and projectssss

2010-01-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

i havent blogged for so long :D
today eugene chanced upon my blog
when he was using my laptop
and he was like
" WAN YU HAS A BLOGGGG?!
why never tell me?! i will visit EVERYDAY!"
hahaha thats typical of him to say that :)

anyway had a nice time with dear today though
its like hmm short :D
hope that he had a good time too.

tomorrow is effective writing test!
hope i can do well.
cos i didnt do reallly well for the previous one.

anyway i didnt get back my macro results
cos i didnt go for tutorial :<
and he didnt give the results to yin.
so~~ ohwell i will have to wait for another week!

have so much to do for macro proj also!
cant find anything on dubai !!! :x
gosh this is gg to get so tough.

bye for now :)

2010-01-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

i dont get it.
after so long its still understanding problem?
maybe im too sensitive.
or im really wrong.
i thought that this way of being together is alright.
i really don know what to think right now.

2010-01-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

i really dont like it when my mum keeps talking about it.
so what if she dont like it.
she dont have to keep saying it.
so so irritating!

anyway my dad is gg to bring his work back :x
so have to help a bit.
its microsoft access!!
hope it will be easy
finally got through one sem. of access
now still must do again. hai.

watching tao hua xiao mei last episode now (:
abit long.
so i feel like forwarding everything to see the LAST PART!

anyway im determined to study hard!
i want to get a good gpa :D
except for maybe... macroecons :x *sobs*

alright
i want to choose a NEW blog skin :D
hehehehehhe.

byebye~

2010-01-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

I CANT WAIT TO GET TO THE ZOO!!

hehehe :D
but its like there is proj and im not sure if mummy will let me go
cos i have been staying out for alot of dayssss.
so~ hmm.
we'll see how.
maybe if i stay home on thurs and fri i can go out on sat :)
must see if everyone can make it too~!
heheheh.

just handed up stats yesterday
so we are left with...
marketing.
macro econs (WORSE)
Effective writing.

thats all.
i should really start revising accountings.
special journal loook so tough :x

alright.
time to slp!
byebye :D

2009-12-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

its going to beeeee 2010 soon! :D

at first i thought that i can chat with dear till next year
but hmm seems like we cant~
cos he is working till NEXT MORNINGGGG!
so yea.
cant blame him la~
cos he is working (:

resolutions:
1) STUDIES! i want a GPA 3 or above!
2)not get angry so easily :D
3)Have more time to spend with my 2 girls~
4)hope my dear will love me more *er hum*
5)mmm. het into scm!

i think thats all i can think of for now.
i really hope i will be a better person (:

school is gg to reopen like reaaal soon D:
i dont want to go to schoool
and there is presentation on the frist day of school.
crap :x

oh and my faceeee!
i applied that that creamm!
and my face is like so "peeling" kind of feeling
can it better sooooon?!

anyway blogger cant save my post
so its fate if ic an post it or not xD

byee 2009 (:

2009-12-29T15:30:00.002+08:00

hai :x
i feel so down down down down.
its like so many projects
and i cant see him for so so many days.

sometimes i wish that he dont have work.
but sometimes i wish that he has work
so he wont always have to brood over having no money D:
BUT i want to seeee himmmm!!

anyway im gg to take a nap now
gg to finish parts of stats and finish marketingggg!!
so no more blogging later~

tata (:

2009-12-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

went out and watch couples retreat :D

with dear of cos~!

and haha our tickets didnt get "torn"

and no one checked if we got the tickets.

bought present for yong hwa for the class party!

and dear bought pens for lins and quix (:

its quite a fun day and we walked in..the rain for a while

this is the first time i

forgot to being umbrella and it rained?!?!

anyway~ yea thats abt all.

and dear i hate you.

keep making me eat the things you dun even get to eat!

going to grandpa house tomorrow~

another eating session xD

then must finish marketing proj! (:

next week is full of projectsssss! :x

alright gtg

tired~! (:

2009-12-18T21:57:00.003+08:00

its finally holiday <3
but there is not much holiday mood.
cos of the PROJECTS!
i think there are 4 :x
but the second wk of the holiday seem free.

going out tomorrow~!
and get the present for the class outing also!
think we are watching... body guard and assassin (:
heh heh heh.

not sure if we are gg malaysia
feel like gg but~
got alot of work to do.
revision + project.
hai...tsktsk.

anyway gg to slp~!
tata. <3

2009-12-11T20:45:00.002+08:00

ooh so long nvr update alrd :D
ok ehh.
9 dec went out with rach and ruby
to~ KBOX! <3
we met at amk hub and rach was...
late. and came up with stupid excuses.hahahah
then we ate at mos burger and WALKED to the building.
and we sang and sang and sang.
we took tons of photos :D
then dear came to look for me.
heh.heh.heh.heh.

we watched the exorcism of emily rose.
its so.so scary :x
i wont dare to wake up in the middle of the night alrd.
esp 3am!
then i went to get my water bottle with yin
WHEWW! (:
luckily the lecture hall was empty and
my water bottle was standing right there.
on top of the fire extinguisher :D

just went down to "celebrate"
birthday with my sis :)
so sweet la~ although its a simple celebration
i wish i had a nice celebration too~ <3

gg to study in school tomorrow
hope can finish studying my stats
topic a is alrd so so long~~!

so many projects nowadays D:
its like so so stresseddddd!
ohwell.
got to go finish up my sis's birthday card!
byee.