sometimes i really hate myself.
i cant get over things easily like the jeans incident today.
okay he doesn't seem happy about it, its ok.
but i just cant seem to get over the fact that i spent effort to
look for a present or something for someone else
and its like not appreciated.
money is one thing effort is another. it really made me really upset.
that point of time i really feel like crying
but no point right. its just a jeans.
and this is not the first time im feeling this way.
towards other people also, of course.
i will just keep thinking about it unless something really happy happen.

anyway its seems to be a bit busier now and
i really feel that we are very slow cos we just started video-ing today
so i hope we can do a good job in the end.
:)