today is an extremely extremely bad day for me.

i woke up thinking that the meetin was at 12 when it was actually at 11am!
but that was alright~
since no one was ,ad at me (:

and my mum! seems to be unhappy with whatever cca i join
and i keep wondering when will i ever get to do something i want.
i like community service! and tutor said tat it was good.
so?whats wrong? her.
she keeps asking if its really useful blablabla.
i alrd told her IT IS and its event based, best!
cos you dont have to meet every single week.
but she keep asking and doubting and so nt willing to le me join.
like why?! what is wrong luh, seriously.
even if its nt something useful, but its something im interested in alright,
she seem to nt care abt what we really wants.
its so irritating&saddening.

thirdly. someone went home just like that without msging me.
its like did he even think of me when he was going home?
cos i did everytime i was realeased from school,
making an effort to ask "are you still in having lessons?"
"want me to wait for you?"
but he thought that iw as angry cos i wanted someone to send me home,
of cos not. :x
anyways im nt gg to be so angry and bothered by it.
if nt its gg to be really bad for the relationship.

fourth.
i went home, knocked on the door and no one opened.
so i called home then finally someone came to open the door
can you just pls give me the key?!?!
so i dont always have to wait and wait and wait,
maybe like everyone happen to be away from the door
or whatever i would be like stuck outside.
heh.

alright thats all for my misery day.
goodbye~